有一天,我白天被不停的强制洗脑、晚上被俩个看守一分钟没停从八点骂到翌日早上八点。
“我们天天不让你睡!看你能顶多久!你只有一个人!我们有大把人可以轮流上!跟你车轮战!”
她们坐在椅子上歇斯底里的大骂我。
真难以想像一个人能骂人骂的这么凶这么久。
这是槎头和妇教所看守的共同点之一。在她们的头脑里没有以德服人、以理服人的概念,只依赖强权和压制。
翌日早上八点,另外俩个看守一来换班,这俩个看守就瘫在牢房外那间空调房的床上呼呼大睡。
但她们不许我睡。
新的一天又是白天不停的强制洗脑、晚上骂通宵、眼睛闭都不许我闭……看守们轮番上场,开始跟我“车轮战”。
每次都以看守们第二天早上趴倒在床上、我仍坐在小凳子上背《转法轮》结束。
后来我已经不在乎这场“车轮战”将持续多久、有多少看守会加入进来,因为我有大法源源不断的给予意志和力量,我已经明白真正的强大不在于人多势众,而在于坚不可摧的正的信念。
他们再“车轮战”下去,累垮的将是他们。
一天晚上,看守骂到两点时突然叫:“唐乙文,上床睡觉!”
我没动窝,仍坐在小凳子上背法。我已经越背法越精神,还不想睡呢。
看守怒气冲冲的朝我大吼一声:“你不睡我们还要睡呢!”
“车轮战”告一段落。
(待续)
(英文对照)
One day, I suffered brainwashing all day, and then was scolded by two guards from 8:00p.m.to 8:00a.m.next day without a minute of cease.
“We are not letting you sleep! See how long you can hold on! There is only one of you, while there are a lot of us! We can battle against you in relays!”
They sat on the chairs scolding me hysterically.
It was really hard to believe one could scold people so fiercely, and for so long.
That was one of the common grounds the Chatou and Sanshui guards shared. In their heads there was not the concept of convincing people by virtues and reason; they only resorted to tyranny and suppression.
At 8:00a.m. next day, as soon as the two day-shift guards came, the two night guards slumped down on the beds in the air-conditioned room.
But they didn’t let me sleep.
The new day went through the same pattern: brainwashing all day and scolding all night, without letting me close my eyes for a second. The guards started “battling in relays” against me.
Every day, the battle ended up the guards slumping down on the beds while I was still sitting on the tiny stool reciting Zhuan Falun.
Later on I no longer cared how long this “battling in relays” would last and how many guards would join in it, because Dafa was unceasingly granting me stronger and stronger willpower, and I had come to appreciate that, true strength didn’t lie in sheer force of numbers, but lie in indestructible, righteous faiths.
If they carried on “battling in relays,” they would be the ones who would drop.
Then one night, scolding me till 2:00a.m., one of the guards suddenly thundered at me, “Yiwen Tang! Go to bed!”
I remained seated on the tiny plastic stool reciting Zhuan Falun without budging. With the reciting I had been gaining more and more strength, so I hadn’t wanted to sleep yet.
“You don’t need sleep but we need sleep!” the guard thundered at me.
The “battling in relays” was closed for the time being.
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