被真理唤醒的心(127)
一天,小牢房里突然来了一个长的很黑的看守,嗓门又大又尖。看守们当着我的面恭维她,“我们把希望都寄托在你身上了!”
她说:“我不信搞不定她!”
我从看守的话中得知,她因为迫害大法弟子有功,刚刚被中共评为年度“优秀干警”。
她的一言一行都流露出飞扬跋扈和邪恶凶残。
她立即对我“宣战”:
“现在开始这里由我接管了!你必须老实听我的!你现在看起来像一个无懈可击的鸡蛋,但我就是要在这看似无懈可击的鸡蛋的蛋壳上面找到一个缺口,然后从这个缺口插入一根针,把这个鸡蛋里面的东西全部放出来!毁掉整个蛋!”
她真让我想起文艺作品里描写的魔鬼。
她马上开始对我精神与肉体密集摧残,千方百计寻找“蛋壳上面的缺口。”
我依靠大法拚命抵制。
有一瞬间,我突然感到精疲力竭了。我的伤腿好疼……我好虚弱……我不知道这地狱般的折磨什么时候是尽头……我……
趁那魔鬼走出牢房,我轻声哭了起来。
我挪到窗边望着窗外阴郁的天空,心里向师父求助:“师父!!师父!!我好累……”
我很快把眼泪擦干,不想让看守们看到。
我惊喜的发现,我坚强的意志马上又回来了。
我在心里说:“谢师父!!”
(待续)
(英文对照)
A darkish-skinned, loud-and-high-pitched-voiced guard suddenly materialized in the cell one day. “We all set our hopes on you now!” the guards flattered her in front of me.
“I don’t believe I can’t handle her!” she said.
From the guards’ words I got to know that, due to persecuting Dafa practitioners very brutally, she had just been chosen by the CCP as the annual “Excellent Guard”.
Each of her words and behaviors displayed her evil, domineering, and ruthless nature.
She declared war on me immediately:
“From now on here is in my charge! You’ve got to listen to me obediently! Though you now look like a perfect egg, I’m determined to find out a breach in the eggshell of this seemingly perfect egg, put a needle through the breach and let out all the stuff inside the egg! Destroy the whole egg!”
She really reminded me of the demons described in literature.
She instantly started inflicting intensive, physical and mental torture on me, doing whatever she could to look for “the breach in the eggshell”.
Relying on Dafa, I resisted with all my strength.
There was a moment I suddenly felt exhausted. My disabled leg hurt so badly…My body was so weak…I had no idea when these hellish tortures would end…I…
Seizing the opportunity that the demon just stepped out the cell, I quietly sobbed.
I limped over to the window, looked out at the grim sky and cried to Master Li for help in my heart, “Master!! Master!! I am so tired…”
I quickly wiped my tears away, not wanting it seen by the guards.
I was amazed to find that, my strong willpower had returned instantly.
I said in my heart, “Thank Master!!”
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